++ Post 6: Some things come, some things go

It's almost the next day as I'm writing this. Friday to be more exact. The search for a job has become more crucial than ever now, and I will do anything to get one. Also in recent new, I'm going more and more broke by the moment, and my family decided to get a puppy.

Meet Coco. Shes a mixed breed of lab and German Sheppard. Only four months old, cute and cuddly. Shes been at my house for approx. 3 days now, today being the 4th. She's also gotten very attached to me, which in my sense I don't like very much. This is mainly because I was the one in opposition into obtaining a dog in my parents current financial position. But never the less, there is no turning back now. Life is most definitely slightly different. But yet, I still am overcome with that feeling of loneliness... I suppose I just want someone to hug; someone to cuddle; someone whom I enjoy being with. A friend. A local friend. But I guess until then, I'll live my life how it is now... If i get a chance later today, and don't oversleep, I'll attempt to go apply for that job and/or jobs around my area. For the mean time, while I am in my house, I'll attempt to build my portfolio and apply for jobs online. It's my best chance at at least SOMETHING! /:

++ Post 5: VLOG

++ Post 4: more?! why?

Another waste?! how can that be so D:, I woke up at around 2PM and went to drive around for a bit. Got bored and went home. Came home and sat in front of the computer all day looking at some movies and stuff that could possibly keep me entertained for the next several hours. It was an epic fail. So now I'm STILL in front of my monitor screens simply typing away while i am on stickam and facebook. meh. maybe tomorrow/today will be better? lets wait and see...

++ Post 3: Blank

Wow. How does one have a productive ass day, then completely do nothing the next? I suppose we all have our moments /:

++ Post 2: Things lookin' up

oday was rather an interesting day by far. You know, I've been noticing lately, my life truly has been looking up. Although my social is still sort of weak, everything else seems to be slowly rising to its positive. Recently, I found out I may only be weeks away from finishing school, got my cell phone RE-activated (with some strings attached, but I'll live), and of course my privilege to drive a motor vehicle. My mood has also been more positive, although I still contain the ever-so typical pessimistic outlook on life. All I'm missing now are friends (locally) and a Job. I prefer to get the job first and proceed with my social life.

I must say though, my life really has been looking up and I'm enjoying every moment of it. It's almost as if I'm regaining my freedom that I've once childishly lost. It's actually rather invigorating knowing that, somehow, someway, everything will be alright. As comforting as is a cozy pillow and a warm blanket on a frigid winter night. Lovely. I miss cuddling, actually. And warm friendly hugs. I really miss all of that. I want it all back and I will stop at nothing to do so. [Sigh] If anything though, I'm pretty content with what I have now. No more holding back; I'll continue running, but this time in the right direction, towards my problems, not away from them. This is a time for change. For me and hopefully fro this world. I'm sure we've all noticed all the bullshit that has been occurring throughout todays society. We should do something to stop it all! We have a voice; we have a mind. Our minds should be as one, not segregated. Segregation is what brings conflict upon everything and diversity is the ignorant mind set of people. No it's not a hippie statement and your a fucking idiot to think so. It's a legitimate self-expressed mindset that it actually appropriate for this time period. I finally see what Lennon was talking about, what all the famous stars that attempted to make their voice heard; I understand now. Maybe... I shouldn't have so much hope in humans. No one will ever agree on what's right and whats wrong, mainly because "right" or "wrong" is nonexistent. It's a diversion created for the human mind, BY the human mind in order to create diversity. It's also the easy way out, and if there's anything I have learned from life so far, is that the easy way out never gets you anywhere. In fact, the easy way out gets you only to where you last started. To get anywhere, you have to work for it. If you are still in high school, make your decision now. Now from what you want to do in your life, but what you simply want to do! You honestly won't know what you will want to do as a career probably until your 20's. Some are lucky and know earlier on, but in general, you wont know until you are positive of what sort of future you desire to pursue.

Well, thats all I got for today, stay tuned for next time (: ALSO! e-mail me posting topics you would like for me/us to discuss! the email is listed either above or on my blogger profile. Take care everyone! much <3

++ Post 1: Introduction

Hey Guys! well since this is the first post, I really don't know what to write about aside from my day, so here it goes!

My day was alright for the most part. Didn't quite sleep until 9ish AM. I was more or less bored, seeing as to how I really really wanted to sleep, but i was too distracted. Eventually, after a few calming games of tetris, I picked up the guitar and strummed a few. I got bored, as usual, so i simply lay on my bed, on my back-side, and slowly drifted into slumber. Eventually I woke up and realized it was almost time for class. I quickly scurried for some articles of clothing laying near me and swiftly put them on. My mom eventually knocked on my door and warned me to get ready as usual. I went to my 2 hour class and got my folders and sat there. Unfortunately, the teacher called me over and told me hes deciding to test me today. So, being the ever so willing student I am, I unwillingly agreed and he tested me so. The mini-exam was based upon the mathematics portion of my course. Knowing that I'm mathematically handicapped, I did oh so very poorly on it. I took it twice and did miserably on both. As sad faced as i was, this wasn't the end of the word, because I knew it wasn't the real deal, it was only the practice exam. At that moment of finding out, I felt so relieved, I simply just wanted to go home. Nothing much mattered except going to the store on my way home, picking up a few snacks, and going home to my small room, where id take off unnecessary clothing and get comfortable as I sit on my very uncomfortable chair, and chat with friends online. I know, I know. It's not the most productive or fun thing to do, but It's... something... I guess. It's my monotonously routine life as of now, and that's how things have been since the public was last concerned. Hi, my name is Leo, I'm 17 years old, I live in the state of Florida (and I hate the south!), this is my life and I want out!