Can't Work Against Gravity

Although many tend to dream of levitation, or even defying the laws that gravity has set before us, we all know that they can't be broken; what has fallen, will continue till it's either interfered with an outside force, or inevitably hits the ground. In more ways than one, I'm the falling projectile heading downwards, and there's very little I can do to alter the situation.

In some good ways, I can't really worsen the current situation further than its current point, however I can always better it. In the end, it always comes down to monetary hardship and the struggle between trying to find ways to make dues with money you've already earned, or more ways to make said money in a shorter period of time. It's not easy. It never is. One thing is for certain out of all of this, and that thing, is that I'm moving to

F***!!!! #!@$!#%$

So today was a lovely day. Slept in since work started at 5PM and since i was running late, i decided to take the TTC (Toronto's common form of transportation). Everything was fine and dandy, despite that i was running a bit late. As i was standing there, i was studying my surroundings, and i noticed a woman pulled out her phone, which just so happened to be the same phone i had. I don't know whether it was the curiosity that struck me, or just stupidity, but i then wondered, "hey, what time is it? am i late?" so I reach in to pull out my phone. the next 3 minutes was pure hell.

As I pulled out my phone, it nearly, if not almost immediately, slipped out of my hands (i was wearing shit ass wool gloves/mittens/whateverthefucktheyare) and as i juggled it for a few seconds in the air, you know, in hopes to catch it? it lands face down on the floor. no bouncing. no movement. just... splat. i carefully bent down to pick up the phone, only to witness the inevitable damage it had gone through. in a matter of seconds, without thinking, i manage to shatter the exterior glass of my new Samsung Galaxy S i9000M. and JUST when i was getting it to work the way i wanted it to, this comes and happens.

The phone itself is still in functional condition, and nothing else aside from the screen has been damaged. but FUCK! anyone would be pissed. not to mention, the trouble i will have to endure to fix this small pile of crap.

So what now? well. I have a few options. Contact Samsung, hope they can replace the phone with little to no charge (HA, i don't see that happening. damn large companies), OR I can go to this cellphone repair place that i trust, and pay them to do it (yeah, a much more realistic approach) OOOR! I can grow a pair of balls and purchase a replacement screen at which I'll have to replace myself (disassembly and all).

And there you have it, folks! be careful with your electronic devices! I clearly wasn't careful with mine, and I regret it TERRIBLY. granted, I never purchased a screen protector or a case for it. Ironically enough, I was supposed to the day after (tomorrow). who would've thunk it, eh? *le sigh* Awe well. such is life.

Also, apologies for not capitalizing and punctuating this blog (yes, I'm talking to you, Grammar nazis). I was too lazy and i really didn't give a fuck. I know I'm going to look back at this 3 years from now and think, "LOL what a fucking n00b. can't punctuate shit! why the hell did i even type like that?!" Well you know what, future-Leo?! FUCK YOU! cut me some slack you overgrown asshole! i'm doing the best i can. and the frustration and anger i'm going through isn't exactly helping. And if you even THINK about counting how many times i wrote "I'm" simply to criticize me on that too, then i will fucking time travel and kick your senile futuristic ass! then smash w/e phone YOU have. Asshole.

Sorry about that. Had to release some anger and frustration. Anyways... out of boredom and my expansive amount of free time, I will be writing 2 reviews and guides (for n00bs) in the up and coming future (like, in a few hours, to a few days) concerning the Motorola milestone, Telus edition, and the Samsung Galaxy S I9000M, Bell version (which is what the M is for). Maybe a video is my insecurities allow me to do so.

Aside from that, I've been flowing with comic concepts and product concepts. so, parts of my imagination, both ranging from fictitious, to realistic.
Stay tuned for that! if you want...



yours truly,
L

Post 17: Some sacrifices...

I hate my life. What a lovely four words to start off a blog. But seriously, can I really love my life at this point? Let us keep in mind that, despite the current circumstances and other inconveniences, I have in fact improved since the very beginning and even before that. Improved in what you may ask? Well of course i believe i mean moving forward within life; overcoming the obstacles and derailing ones self from daily mundane activities, into... well... another order of daily mundane activities. That being said, let us recap what has progressed: I'm out of school, I have my license, and I have a job. Furthermore, I have a better idea of what I want to do in the future. But, there is a downside to it all. Although I am done with school, the future in my education has nothing to do with the past year of my american education. Even though I have my license, I still don't have a car. Therefore, owning a license to some extent is pointless and has minimum purposes. And the job I have, haha, well, let's not get started on that, shall we? All I will say is that it's by far one of the worst experiences I have ever had working. On one hand I am paranoid that I will get fired for something completely ridiculous and unreasonable, yet on the other, I would be glad to get rid of such a burden.

True, life for me this past (almost) year has progressed quite a bit. I'm just disappointed that it could have gone faster. Knowing that all that has been done, has been done so with ease. I simply wish my laziness hadn't intervened and slowed me down to such a point. And I guess with improvements in life being mentioned, my job hunt continues as I seek a better job, a more comfortable environment, and friendlier employees (although I am aware that there's always one who is going to be a total asshole).

In all honesty though, I don't work well under pressure. Nor would any wanna-be ruses inflict any sort of immediate and accurate action from me. In fact, all that would do is intimidate me, thus forcing me to step down my guard. Maybe I should just work at Google (: then again, scripting PHP is such a hassle.

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