Bad Habits

Some people enjoy sleeping. Heck, I do too. But I've been sleeping too much lately. To the point where its become unhealthy. My sleeping pattern is fucked and needs to be fixed soon! I can't stand not doing anything all day, then waking up to find everything closed. Yes, I'm afraid today is one of those days. And I hope it doesn't continue.

I made an android tutorial a while ago. Will post soon~

-L

Post 21: Time is irrelavent

Firstly, I would like to take this opportunity to apologize for my delay. I've noticed it has been a while since I've posted anything at all, especially the events I said I would post (the ones of her arrival). But that time is long since gone and so now I might as well fill you in on what is occurring as of now.

Quite a bit has changed with me since I last remember writing here. For starters, got rehired at the place I hate the most. To be honest though, I don't really "hate" the place as much as I would dislike it. It's simply the nonprofessional attitude of the whole place tends to throw me off key thus making me feel apathetic about my current employment. I have also tried and failed at many attempts of obtaining another job, but during this "economic crisis" the probability of success is probably below 30%. So, while I'm still trying, I have also bought a new laptop capable of achieving many tasks required from me (although I am still awaiting my version of photoshop cs3, since cs2 doesn't work on Vista). The computer itself isn't that bad, It's actually rather decent. But it's already day 2 of me using it and I'm beginning to have problems already. Perhaps it's the usage of windows Vista that is the source of this problem. I was thinking about installing Ubuntu as an alternative operating system, but we'll have to see about that. Aside from buying a laptop and working somewhere where I deem pointless, comes a bigger factor in my life. This such unknown factor requires me to make a huge if not necessary move to change my life and how I live.... FOREVER! (dun dun dun).

I suppose I'll update on my "big plan" in later blogs but as for now, those are all the physical changes which took place during my absence from blogging. As for my mental aspects, it seems that I took a much more introspective approach on the world around me. I've been watching quite a lot of videos and reading a lot of excerpts from well renown, and even unheard of, philosophers from around the world. It seems that the subject of philosophy, metaphysics, and any other alternative thinking interests me a great deal, I just... don't know how to really approach it in the future. All I know upon that topic is I am still learning, and thus continue learning and never stop, for it's a never ending process with the "limit of infinity".

Well, I suppose that's all I have to say for now (since my thought process went A.D.D on me and all), but I will remember to blog sometime soon! besides, It's interesting to read these after a prolonged period of time and see what was going on in my life at this particular time (: kind of like building your own history through the perspective and writing of yourself! Quite an intriguing concept. After all, what else would be done of personal blogs if not documenting personal history?

(:

Post 13: The Long Awaited Update

I apologize for the elongated hiatus I've been on. To be frank though, I haven't really felt like updating this much, since I really didn't know what to put or even say. But seeing as to how I'm now more willing to update on my life thus far, I'll attempt to put it as simply as I can:

I recently came back from my trip in Ontario, Canada and it was A M A Z I I N G! I'm definitely more than considering on living there by summer of '09. I also got to see her and my heart began to beat like no other. For about 1 month I lived with her and it was the highlight of my trip. Also at the time I was there I made it official, so yes, I do now have a girlfriend. The downside: she lives far, thus making it long distance. But no matter, I will (like i said earlier) move there and hopefully study there as well. Besides, I like the north WAY more than I do the south. Also, aside from relationship status, I'm 18 which means I'm now eligible to get a somewhat better-ish job than before (if I can even GET a job that is). Unfortunately though, my luck hasn't been too striking in the employment department. Yet no matter that, I still will try hard for some employment, whether it be part time or full; freelance or factory job, I will do it. I am VERY determined at this point to get what I want and to live my life like I would want to. And I wont stop until My life is the way I'd like it to be. Meaning if it NEVER happens, then I'll never stop.

That's pretty much as New as my life gets, but on a side note, I'm trying to make it into college but tuition fees have been killing me. So if you would be so kind and donate some money (could be 50 cents if you'd like) to my paypal, I will be ever so grateful. And If you identify yourself via e-mail, then I will surely reward with as a thanks! The donate button should either be located on the bottom of my blog page, or you can also find it on the left column on my myspace page.

Well folks, I suppose that's about it for today! check back soon, for I WILL be updating this time as much as I possibly can.

P.S. Hurricane Fay is a bitch. I wanna bitch slap her. That is all.

++ Post 7: Change is Good

   Hey guys! It's been a while since I ACTUALLY wrote in here, but let me keep you up to date as to what's new.

++- Well in recent news, I've attained 3 more designer programs to my ever so dying batch,: Flash 8, Illustrator CS3, and DreamWeaver CS3 which came with several programs itself. Reason i got a little outdated version for flash was mostly because it's the version im more comfortable with. I didn't feel like learning NEW tools and NEW rules to the AS (Action Script) and rather just stick with what I knew.

++- Another new this is, you may have notices my top banner for my blogspot is actually flash integrated and so is the navigation bar underneath it. Now, the banner of course works, but currently I'm working on fixing the navigation bar for it doesn't seem to actually work when you click the links (even though on my own computer offline, it seems to work just fine). So I'll fix a few bugs here and there and see how it all goes.

++- Currently STILL unemployed so please please PLEASE, if anyone out there just so happens to be reading this, please let me know if you'd like me to work for you, or even freelance, since I do freelance as well. I'll post my resume soon as well as my freelancing contract but if you are interested, then simply email me at ltrademark@hotail.com and I will send you a copy myself (maybe even conduct some business. Sorry to say, but I am in desperate need of a job and am willing to do whatever it takes to make the costumer/consumer happy and content with their product (whether it be website design or art, ill do it). I also accept payment in paypal or in checks. If you live in the Fort Lauderdale (Florida) area, I am urged to have you contact me A.S.A.P. I will be available for work immediately! If this does happen to occur recently though, I will have to be asked to possibly be excused April 2nd and 3rd, for that day I have my last Graphic Arts exam which I need to pass in order to full-fill my course expectations. For more information please email me.

++- Lastly, my birthday is in 3 months, Canada trip is supposedly in 4 months, and anything and EVERYTHING else is undecided. In other words, time is an essence, and I seem to be running short. I will try to succeed, but who knows where that will get me.

(In refferance to the fist point, If you would like to obtain any of the programs above, then for a limited time only, I'll be giving it away for FREE! so come get a copy now before it's TOO LATE!)